Never dreamt of not wanting to dream one day

I never knew this day would come wen i'l be standing alone...with so many people around...but still alone... I WISH...no wait i don't anymore....
coz one day everything will go into dust..every dream will shatter, every wish...coz they don't stay for long no matter how much you want them to be intact....
I lived in my dreamworld...a world which is mine,full of happiness,a world where i believed fairy tales also come true....a world where everything seemed possible.. but now i'm standing at a point thinking how can i even think this kind of world exists.... i'm standing here thinking
 WHO AM I ?
I don't want to be alone but i cant stay here anymore
I am fucked up so badly.never thought life would bbe such a big whore
Ignored the truth,ignored the problems thinking all to be a shit
Closed my eyes and turned around to fall in some other pit
This is not just a passing phase,i can sense it has come to stay
I fear i'l lose myself,i fear its gonna change my way
Way to think,way to see the world which i thought was mine
Way to believe that no matter what everything at the end would be fine
I am being punished from each and every side,there's no way i can hide
I am nobody widout you.i never was and i can't be
Please hold my hand and help me bring myself back to me
How can i bring you back,what is it that i lack
Nobody cares for me i know you do,the only person i can see who is true
I feel i've given enough pain to my loved one's unknowingly and its all coming me back..i can't see it coming and taking me down and away from myself...
I feel like standing at a cliff and nobody is there to hold me, to stop me from going down,to hug me and save me from getting drowned....
I never knew this day would come.... wen i would be scared of dreaming...

Tears of love

I saw something falling out of my eyes,i wondered what it was

I realised they were tears when i fell in love

Why do we fall short of words

When we want to cry our heart out

Why do our emotions take a backseat

While the silence becomes loud

The one who used to be the source of my happiness

is now capable enough to hurt me the most

The one who understood me more than myself

is now hard enough for me to understand

Tears can be so special i realised when i fell in love

Someone can make me cry i realised when i fell in love

I want to be with you when i'm alone

and alone when you are around

I feel tears are the only thing left with me

with everything else buried in ground

Those fights were different which brought a smile

Those gestures were different which made me cry

I dont recognise myself now

I dont recognise you passing by

I saw something falling out of my eyes,i wondered what it was

I realised they were tears when i fell in love

Your words seem to me like a camouflage

I see you near me as if i see a mirage

My life seems hard now and feelings have frozen

There's lot to be said,i feel there's lot to be done

Eyes which used to dream about you day and night

are now being told not to dream during daylight

It seems what all we did was in a haste

It seems what all we are left with is just a waste

Tears can be so special i realised when i fell in love

Someone can make me cry i realised when i fell in love

Some things you didn't say

Some words didn't leave my mouth

Gone were the days when a smile would do the healing

now i have to try so hard and accentuate my feelings

Why am i blamed for the things i didn't do

Why am i blamed for blaming you

Was it my madness to fall in love or my destiny

now only the pain and tears you gave are left with me

I saw something falling out of my eyes,i wonderd what it was

I realised they were tears when i fell in love

You were the one with whom i remained at ease

You were the one who always tried hard to please

Being with you was never a compulsion for me

Your charming eyes day and night is what i wished to see

I knew love is going to bring pain

but it seems all my efforts are going in vain

The touch which used to create a sensation

is now just a matter of reciprocation

Tears can be so special i realised when i fell in love

Someone can make me cry i realised when i fell in love

Thinking of you away from me

it still brings tears into my eyes

Thinking of you not liking me anymore

breaks my heart from the core

I have these tears today,you'll not have me tomorrow

When one day you'll realise like me that

What you get is not always yours

sometimes it belongs to someone else

I saw something falling out of my eyes,i wondered what it was

I realised they were tears when i fell in love

Tears can be so special i realised when i fell in love

Someone can make me cry i realised when i fell in love